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Rolex Daytona


Is daytona rose gold pretty (39k)


Or daytona stainless steel black (16k) nicer?

Counting down to by birthday, will buy one of them...



Oanda funded and project 45% profit per month

Had been on and off studying into basic forex for 6 months now. Recently had the urge to fund in real money to sample the kick in scalping the real forex. My practice account grew few hundreds of dollar in just few days. But the margin and lot sizes were not in actual relative to real money hence I find it kinda stupid playing practice account.

Set up oanda was a bit cumbersome doing survey sending supporting documents etc. Finally transferred actual money into the real account $500. Making sure the money is of portion to alternate investment. (10% of montly income) which I need not rely on the money for bills and do not hurt me if I lost all money.



Oanda restrict 1:50 leverage and hence my lot size is limited to 10,000 mini lots which used up my margin of $350 of my $500. Hence meaning I can only trade 1 ticket of 10,000 mini lots everytime and the winning is only $1.50 per pips increment.  Well it so little for scalping. In 2 days I only managed to scalp 3% of my principle. Imagine 30days scalp $300 and that will be $3000 per month if I increase the principle to $5000!


Yaya dream like it was so easy.


Celebrate early with mum

In view of hitting tier 3 (estimation), celebration do come early. After boss and me did a rough calculation there are still buffering of 10 ntb products. I am very likely hitting my tier 3 this quarter. 

I started treating tnn, supper and drink to most of my colleauge. 


 One of the most expensive dinner at gyu kaku. Waygu and black pork for almost $200. I treat my mum this time round. Oh very nice. 


Upgrade my house with a new fridge. Counting down one more month before my ex father move out from us for good. Time to do some minor alternation to my house. 








Sunny like to edit photo and sometime it have some really funny element to it. Share a couple of the picture for a laugh. 

This month i hate hate hate myself for tnn too much. Owe 3k to credit. I am fucked. I need to be banned. 

女人的智慧

A woman is suspecious of her man is having an affair outside. The man had always been coming home late. Initially she told her husband she gonna lock her house at 12 midnight sharp everyday. Her husband did return before 12 for short period of time but then change to not coming home at all and even blame her wife that since the door is locked he have no choice but to stay outside over night. 

Until one day this woman became smart and told her husband that she is going to leave her house door open (open for anyone to be able to enter) at 12 midnight everyday. The man became worry about her wife safety and starts to be home every night to help her wife shut the door. 

Same man who likes playing outside. Same door but one being closed and one being left open. This show the wisdom of a woman. Controlling a man is not about restricting his freedom. 

懂比爱更重要

女人的眼泪是一个奥妙的武器。在适当的时刻流下两滴就能让男人万剑串心。但用的不适当就算流两桶泪也能把男人逼的落荒而逃。


May payout

Hurray. I received my may payslip and i am super happy. Althought its not tier month but i still able to net in $9880. Boss told me i will be super happy when i see my comm sheet. Turn out to be more than what i had calculated. Thanks boss. Gonna return him some "dividen" this month. 

I am really close really close to hitting tier 3 this month. Its like my last 400m. I gonna hold water till end month and then pray hard. 

I still short 50k to hit 260. I want loan! I want loan!! I want credit shield!!! I want credit shield!!! I want 20k payout!!! I want 20k payout!!! Awwww....


Prawning at punggol

After all the tnn session, we finally settle into some light weight activities. Prawning at punggol. 



The prawn there were smaller than bishan harbin prawn pool. Many small ekan bilis. Cight rate were low tonight. 


4 sticks only managed around 30 plus. Somemore most of them were small sized. Around 8 midium big size. Those super big sized one also don't have. 


I prepared and wash all the prawns. Killing everyone of them. Should have cook them more. 


Hmmmmm~ i missed gordon ramsay show

Enough i gonna downgrade

Enough is enough. I finally decided to go downgrade mt pes status. Fuck saf which need me to take ippt once every year. No only i cannot pass, i need to go for training every year in the form of either RT ot IPT. Enforced or voulentary training respectively. Enough of this shit. 

Hsiong wei kinda popular due to the poster. 


This month absolutely engage into mount everest challenge. Gonna run tier 3 hence for the past 2 weeks all mega booth. Can't really go drink until 15th finally able to take a short break from all these rubbish. Pamper myself with a good meal at fish market with tnn kaki. 


Then for the next following 2 days drink and relax burn a hole in my wallet for $500 damage in 2 days. 

Anyway. Dad had signed OTP and we went down for first appointment. Financial plan to purchase part share over my father 30% share evaluted at 113k. Finally i got to buy my first house!! With my mither instead if my spouse. But well. I don't have any spouse in near future and i took a 5 years to repay 67k. Rest deduced thru CPF. Monthly repayment $1200. Okie. Within my budget. 

My plan is to rent out till i cover my monthly installment and the cash will be saved up in the event i wish to remove my name from this HDB. i gonna buy a condo is vietnam using personal loan. Hope next time i can fuck migrant out of this cock sucker country. Everything is in a mess now in singapore. 

2016 election is what i looking forward to instead of stupid world cup on going now. 






Bit before that. Lets see some welfies. Hashtag**

Psp emulator out on android and ios

So tired after IT SHOW which i had gone for 7 out of 8 of the show. Long working hours and mentally torturing. Well, that of course return to generate higher customer level this month. As of 8th jui i prospect 66ntb. Still far from my 150ntb prospect before 23th jun. I have yet go back to office to submit anything yet. Today my off day slack at home the whole time.

I manage to stumble across that psp emulators are out for window iphone and android. Got them all set up and played final fantasy type 0 on my g2. Framerate is lagging and sound is broken on my android. Window runs fine though.

How bluetooth ps3 controller working on android and pc. At least i can play the emulator in console style at least. Tonight i insomnia gonna pick up my controller and whack my ff type 0 tonight.

Tomorrow je branch. Hope i can wake up on time.

Jun mount everest

This quarter is mount everest month. Running for tier 3 bonus. Today is 7th jun and i had total of 58ntb. Which is on track for my 130ntb till month end. But after IT show will go back to normal booth. Still have to throw in everything by 23th jun. Finger crossed for tier 3. 


张家辉 ask me not to give up. Never give up. After thus month go oversea loh!!! $16,000 muackzz!!!!


A simple breakfast i made. 2 eggs toasted bread with butter cheese and ham. Of course it must come with my favorite cafe su dai. 

July i need to rest a month. Don't run and rest already. I still haven go take my ippt. Going to be a defaulter and kana DB. Gan! Serioisly need to go see this Dr nathan. 

This month i fell sick and got the pink cough syrup. Made i cannot stand for a week. Gan ni niah...


Crave for cruddling

Sometime i just crave of a soulmate being side by side of me watching favorite movie together. Crudling on the crouch in all sort of funny position. As long as both is comfy. It could be she laying on my stomach or could be legs just tangling over my shoulder. Just like a kitten cuddling with its mother and need not be sexual or intimate. Just be there. 

It could be just making and preparing food for each other. I could make her a cafe while she can prepare a sandwich. Simple and basic but it can be so touching. 

Why can't i just find you. I know i know. We are both still looking out for each other. You may be still in a relationship now but i know it is just for you to better love me in due time to come. 

Now it is so late already. We havent yet met. I know the time had not be right yet. Hahaha. 


Someone like is will do :)

New nric mean I am no longer twenties

20 years old I bid goodbye to my teenage.  You know the point where u decide not to read teenage magazine and start to read FHM. haha.

Now you even bid goodbye to my flamboyant night partying and really focus on my career. Not longer attracted by love, relationship etc. Felt super waste time and energy. You know. Big boy grow up liao.

It is a goodbye for an attitude. A mentality. When I am in twenties I thought love is everything. Love can overcome all obstacles. But only to realise love is only an impulse, blame it on testosterone which I am slowly but surely getting lesser and lesser.

Sha B hair style

Mum occasionally will bring in some good deal from her shop. She got a Sony E series i5 pink lappy for only $300. Yeah :) Speaking of her shop, she had done a lousy time managing it. Maybe because I also do not have time to go and look after anymore, the place is like a rubbish dump, selling all sorts of over priced rubbish. Now the shop is only a pass time i think. Hard to earn big money from it.



i just cut a Sha B hair cut. The fucking aunty I told her not to go botah. No once but twice I reminded her to go "gradual" but end up the fucking ugly hair.



People actually do believe i am gay. I always thought I had the looks that no matter how girly the item is, it will still look manly kind of aura. I am not afraid to wear pink or use lady purse because I thought I can control it well. But now there are people who really fucking believe I am gay and because sister with me. Are you okie?




Now yiwei and zhenhao both came into the credit card line. So happy for both of them. with them at least i had more motivation to keep pushing cause there are friends working in the same line as me. Okie I am not getting used to typing on keyboards already. So long never really type on proper computer already. So long not been using computer.

Up and rising DSO

It is hard to be in team CT. I may be the top producing team but being newbie in this team is hard work. I believe I had pulled through. Our team 2 pillar is shadowing all the good booth. Yes. I agree that they are well deserved reason being they are consistent and super lao jiao. They are even more senior than our team manager. So when distributing good and mega booth it is of course a nature to give them the booth. Snatching booth from them is not easy. Need to be tactful and subtle.

For my first 3 months I was almost given all the lousy booth. I deserved the credit because if it were for other people they could be mentally broken. Well it prove because my team new hired had given up after 2 months due to poor results as the booth is those I had endured in my 3 months.

Although booths are lousy, I had never missed comm except a month which I gave up due to mental fatigue. By 6th month, boss finally gave me some mega to try. I never fail to rise myself above all salesperson. Regardless who. I am fearless toward most DSO except for a handful which are really really good. Of course some of them is good for some wrong reason. I admit i am not the most ethinical and professional dso out there either. A little bit of con and lie here and there. 

But surely i am rising. I am getting better booth. I even get to try jurong east branch which i always dream about going. It is just not easy to get je branch from team ct. 

Last month i missed tier 2 bonus by 14 product. I promise i am not gonna miss tier 2 this time round. I am happy with my last drawn which is a little bit over 10k. What kept me in this job is the cpf contribution. Sometime i just like to say that my cpf contribution is higher than the basic of some undergrad. 



Well. April comm sheet is out! My may sort of will be the same as april. 



And i believe my 4 citigold account should be coming in at may comm sheet add a $1200 hor ehhh. And plus $800 for 7 prestige cards challenge. 



Hor eh hor eh!!!! I am running tier 3 this month for extra $6000 bonus!!


Thanks. But before that. Let me take a selfie.....



Long lost friend

Serene is one of my buddy many years now. We knew like almost 8 years and our relationship had not been more than customer and waitress. But i knew her from lighthouse 65 when i was in the army. Then i reunite with her again at carribean during poly. Now recently i found her working at de luxy so many years now.

March month tier 2 target

Month march is tier month so I had been working super hard so long don't have the time to update my blog.  I think I had been drinking too much alcohol. One night $700, Next night $400 like that. I lost myself. I lost my iPhone 5s ($950). Still have to spend $600 to buy a LG g2. I am really really over budget. Still have to take a loan to cover my statement. I reckon I am too much.

Lucky tier month should be able to take back some comm. I am tier 1 hitting tier 2. I did 100 plus Ntb but got rejected 32. 150k loan 300 over cc. Shield rate 84%
I think regardless if I hit tier 2 I will be getting over 10k this month.  But I really want my tier 2 😩

Aftermath of my compilance to tier runner

Compilance case over and done with. Manager cover i think, which i don't know what is happening. This sega is over. Starting afresh. 

I was promised better booth since compilance incident which i think struck me hard and i get starting to wake up my fucking idea. Jan did 35 ntb desite my compilane leave of 7 days and feb did 46 ntb. Boss ask me to run tier. If i get tier 2 i get my dream coffee maker from him. Between us we stood a 100 ntb meaning march got a little catching up to do. Since 10th march i threw in 61 ntb. And now still fighting hard. Aiming tier 2 110k loan and top team challenge. 

Visan's card holder


My card holder brought today and it is a face out model. Love it!

Mimi, trang, tracy and moon all humburglang went back to vietnam already. One after another come back on different dates. Currently concentrate on working first. 


Chi meo you will be missed. Come back soon.



Partial of team CT and KT coming for new year lao yusheng. We are sitting back to back team so we kind of support each other very well. We quite close and surprisely we seldom work with each other. 

Mum and dad officially divorced. And the case which had been dragged for almost a year plus came to a disclosure where my mum was offered only 70% without maintainence. In my opinion we had lose out to my dad. Now we had to finance the 30% part share back for my father. I most likely gonna exhaust my first HDB loan chance to co owner with my mum at meiling. Don't have to think so much about singaporean only can utilise 2 time loan from HDB. I reckon i will not be staying in HDB in the future. I gonna run out of sg infinitely. 


Da la. Checklist ticked.