Finally the art is here

20 years old I bid goodbye to my teenage.  You know the point where u decide not to read teenage magazine and start to read FHM. haha. Now you even bid goodbye to my flamboyant night partying and really focus on my career. Not longer attracted by love, relationship etc. Felt super waste time and energy. You know. Big boy grow up liao. It is a goodbye for an attitude. A mentality. When I am in twenties I thought love is everything. Love can overcome all obstacles. But only to realise love is only an impulse, blame it on testosterone which I am slowly but surely getting lesser and lesser.

Mum occasionally will bring in some good deal from her shop. She got a Sony E series i5 pink lappy for only $300. Yeah :) Speaking of her shop, she had done a lousy time managing it. Maybe because I also do not have time to go and look after anymore, the place is like a rubbish dump, selling all sorts of over priced rubbish. Now the shop is only a pass time i think. Hard to earn big money from it. i just cut a Sha B hair cut. The fucking aunty I told her not to go botah. No once but twice I reminded her to go "gradual" but end up the fucking ugly hair. People actually do believe i am gay. I always thought I had the looks that no matter how girly the item is, it will still look manly kind of aura. I am not afraid to wear pink or use lady purse because I thought I can control it well. But now there are people who really fucking believe I am gay and because sister with me. Are you okie? Now yiwei and zhenhao both came into the credit card line. So happy f

It is hard to be in team CT. I may be the top producing team but being newbie in this team is hard work. I believe I had pulled through. Our team 2 pillar is shadowing all the good booth. Yes. I agree that they are well deserved reason being they are consistent and super lao jiao. They are even more senior than our team manager. So when distributing good and mega booth it is of course a nature to give them the booth. Snatching booth from them is not easy. Need to be tactful and subtle. For my first 3 months I was almost given all the lousy booth. I deserved the credit because if it were for other people they could be mentally broken. Well it prove because my team new hired had given up after 2 months due to poor results as the booth is those I had endured in my 3 months. Although booths are lousy, I had never missed comm except a month which I gave up due to mental fatigue. By 6th month, boss finally gave me some mega to try. I never fail to rise myself above all salesperson. Regardl

Serene is one of my buddy many years now. We knew like almost 8 years and our relationship had not been more than customer and waitress. But i knew her from lighthouse 65 when i was in the army. Then i reunite with her again at carribean during poly. Now recently i found her working at de luxy so many years now.

Month march is tier month so I had been working super hard so long don't have the time to update my blog.  I think I had been drinking too much alcohol. One night $700, Next night $400 like that. I lost myself. I lost my iPhone 5s ($950). Still have to spend $600 to buy a LG g2. I am really really over budget. Still have to take a loan to cover my statement. I reckon I am too much. Lucky tier month should be able to take back some comm. I am tier 1 hitting tier 2. I did 100 plus Ntb but got rejected 32. 150k loan 300 over cc. Shield rate 84% I think regardless if I hit tier 2 I will be getting over 10k this month.  But I really want my tier 2 😩