I felt so terrible. I felt so slack. This term break is so not happening for me. Well, when ever did I felt happening? Even since I came poly, life is boring to the max. No more dawning with friends, no more pub rush, no more this and no more that. Where is all the fun went to since I leave Queensfield. I still enjoy army lift with my bubby. Chiong, slack and bua lon lon. Now, the whole fucking holiday I have been staying home, dun mention the count down thing. It nowhere near. WTH.. 2.5 years left with this kinda life. Well I am not blaming anyone here. Partially is my financial dependence, cos no work and no income. How to go out. So my pastime is go on the drama marathon. Korean drama kind of sick nowaday. The story goes north south east west and then come back to the north again. Going round and round the brush. It gives me the feeling that the storyline should end at 2nd esp but then it just drag on and on with so much crap till esp 18. The couple will never get together till the